People are hell.
Lies and unspoken truths make us all miserable.
If a friend dosent tell you everything? does that make them a liar?
if they do tell you everything, that you do not want to hear, does that make them a bastard?
I don't know.
Should a long term friend be honest from the start?
Should both friends tell you from the start?
Should I blog about it to front them out?
Should I just wash my hands of 2 liars?
Should I care either way?
Am I the evil bastard?
Lies and unspoken truths make us all miserable.
If a friend dosent tell you everything? does that make them a liar?
if they do tell you everything, that you do not want to hear, does that make them a bastard?
I don't know.
Should a long term friend be honest from the start?
Should both friends tell you from the start?
Should I blog about it to front them out?
Should I just wash my hands of 2 liars?
Should I care either way?
Am I the evil bastard?
If rumours are true (please let it not be) simon cowell's attempting to release the REM classic Everybody hurts as a charity single for the victims of Haiti earthquake. It is rumoured to include such luminaries as cheryl cole,(sorry biffa tweedy, she got done for assault before becoming the new peoples sweetheart in th UK, well accordin to the press)robbie williams, susan boyle, lady gaga, beyonce and leona lewis.
For fuck sake if this is true, I think I may well have to start self harming, the very idea that this shiteous cover(lets be honest, great song murdered by a cowell karaoke backing track)may well give My boys there 1st number 1 single in the uk makes me ill.
Fetch me a noose or a bag load of pills(preferably) I may well film it and leave a note begging it to be made public.
For fuck sake if this is true, I think I may well have to start self harming, the very idea that this shiteous cover(lets be honest, great song murdered by a cowell karaoke backing track)may well give My boys there 1st number 1 single in the uk makes me ill.
Fetch me a noose or a bag load of pills(preferably) I may well film it and leave a note begging it to be made public.
What is wrong with England?
They cannot cope with snow and ice? WHY?
Useless cunt's, If my pal G cannot get here after his train being delayed by 59 minutes from the start of his journey, the carriage being filthy, (I made him take pics of it)so they will be up later(if he gets here?).
If this ends up fucking my christmas, I am going to have such a massive rant.
Also if First Great Western trains don't get him here tonight/early morning now, I will go fucking apeshit.
They cannot cope with snow and ice? WHY?
Useless cunt's, If my pal G cannot get here after his train being delayed by 59 minutes from the start of his journey, the carriage being filthy, (I made him take pics of it)so they will be up later(if he gets here?).
If this ends up fucking my christmas, I am going to have such a massive rant.
Also if First Great Western trains don't get him here tonight/early morning now, I will go fucking apeshit.
Fucking hell, a sportsman comes out when his career is over.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/rugby_union/welsh/8421956.stm
You might need to copy and paste the address.
OK he aint that hot, he's a hard bastard, but good on him.
Why don't the teens and 20 somethings do it?
debate.
Well done all the same, shame it took so long.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/rugby_union/welsh/8421956.stm
You might need to copy and paste the address.
OK he aint that hot, he's a hard bastard, but good on him.
Why don't the teens and 20 somethings do it?
debate.
Well done all the same, shame it took so long.
Totally dissapointed with the snowfall,
it's too wet to start landing.
I expect to wake up to 2 inches of snow.
If I don't, then real anger about this cold snap?
(wer'e supposed to have).
Will build, rage, but then I cannot be bothered about the weather,
unless it's hot, then I just love, love, love.
FFS I can still hear the trains, ooooohhhh.
So the trains are running.
that's hardly winter?
Snow harder please?
it's too wet to start landing.
I expect to wake up to 2 inches of snow.
If I don't, then real anger about this cold snap?
(wer'e supposed to have).
Will build, rage, but then I cannot be bothered about the weather,
unless it's hot, then I just love, love, love.
FFS I can still hear the trains, ooooohhhh.
So the trains are running.
that's hardly winter?
Snow harder please?
YES, just what I need, Psycho 20something bitches getting all angry cos I refuse them friendship, I am gonna remove myself from facebook AGAIN, cos I get abused by alleged friends, who then allow alleged friends to take the Huff when I refuse them as friends.
Cancelled Bebo too.
Blog only from now.
Merry wotever.
Cancelled Bebo too.
Blog only from now.
Merry wotever.
I have a rotten cold and what feels like a chest infection,
anyhoo it has kept me awake to this time gone 4am london uk.
On a brighter note I am either really ill or doped up on cough meds that I have written my first letter to a 2 time oscar winner, I won't use the C word as she is above and beyond the cunt/celebrity term.
anyhoo it has kept me awake to this time gone 4am london uk.
On a brighter note I am either really ill or doped up on cough meds that I have written my first letter to a 2 time oscar winner, I won't use the C word as she is above and beyond the cunt/celebrity term.
Woohoo....
here is a v bad photo of my birthday/xmas present.
My very own xbox360 Elite with 2 controllers.
It weighs a ton, but sat upright next to my tv in London, it will be worth leaving my wii here in Devon. Thank you so much G's dad, for making this gift possible.
Thank you G for enabling this, I am sure you & D will enjoy the WII, how could you not? Its all set up for freeness.
I just noticed the pic looks like an open mouth, not my intention.
Yes, had a few hours sleep, a huge relief.
But best news is I am going out later today to select my birthday/xmas present, not sure what to choose yet, it will be a gadget of some sort, favouring an Xbox 360 elite, gonna spend at least an hour browsing before I decide. That kinda sounds like I've already made up my mind, but who knows, I might see somit else.
But best news is I am going out later today to select my birthday/xmas present, not sure what to choose yet, it will be a gadget of some sort, favouring an Xbox 360 elite, gonna spend at least an hour browsing before I decide. That kinda sounds like I've already made up my mind, but who knows, I might see somit else.
I have been awake for the best part of 5 days. been solidly awake for 57 hours now.
it's great being out of London, but not so great that I am missing so much sleep that I am hearing and seeing things.
I need to address my panic mode, cos it's me now in extremis.
I don't wanna tell anyone close to me, Please body & mind shut down sometime tuesday, it's already 08:35.
Enough already.
it's great being out of London, but not so great that I am missing so much sleep that I am hearing and seeing things.
I need to address my panic mode, cos it's me now in extremis.
I don't wanna tell anyone close to me, Please body & mind shut down sometime tuesday, it's already 08:35.
Enough already.
Massive thanks to Marc for the visit et al,
He took me to see a band called "Spiritualized" at the royal festival hall in London.
Having only listened to the album they were performing once, I wasn't quite sure how much I would enjoy it, but fuck me, it was brilliant, everything from the horn section, the string section, the choir, percussionist, drummer, bass player, the other two guitarists and the man himself Jason Pierce were simply amazing.
If you don't believe me head over to "here" and download monday nghts performance, you wont be dissapointed, and if you are well thats just tough shit, I dont care what you think, I loved it.
He took me to see a band called "Spiritualized" at the royal festival hall in London.
Having only listened to the album they were performing once, I wasn't quite sure how much I would enjoy it, but fuck me, it was brilliant, everything from the horn section, the string section, the choir, percussionist, drummer, bass player, the other two guitarists and the man himself Jason Pierce were simply amazing.
If you don't believe me head over to "here" and download monday nghts performance, you wont be dissapointed, and if you are well thats just tough shit, I dont care what you think, I loved it.
Miss Reigna Spektor's new album is released soon,
OMG it's amazing, I waited so long from "Begin To Hope".
This mad russian/american blend of beauty of soul, is so breathtaking.
Be sure to check out "Eet" from the new album, the video is out there to be found, as "blue lips(live)", but new single "laughing with" official video is out there also.
I love this bitch, she is sharper than a knife block full of sabatier knives.
OMG it's amazing, I waited so long from "Begin To Hope".
This mad russian/american blend of beauty of soul, is so breathtaking.
Be sure to check out "Eet" from the new album, the video is out there to be found, as "blue lips(live)", but new single "laughing with" official video is out there also.
I love this bitch, she is sharper than a knife block full of sabatier knives.
you are all like mango's, maybe coconuts.
hard on outside, sweet inside.
maybe you are all the twat sree from uk big brother?
he makes my skin crawl.
still not sleeping.
but everyone else is.
big laptop problems.
finally asus and there useless returns policy is maybe working.
Till they make it work like new, I reserve judgment.
it's gone 3am. I ..............
hard on outside, sweet inside.
maybe you are all the twat sree from uk big brother?
he makes my skin crawl.
still not sleeping.
but everyone else is.
big laptop problems.
finally asus and there useless returns policy is maybe working.
Till they make it work like new, I reserve judgment.
it's gone 3am. I ..............
Still coughing and sneezing everywhere, as if facebook didn't get on my nerves enough, I now have a bebo page, just to keep intouch with those that refuse to use facebook.
I am now drawing the final line. enough is enough, if one more person tries to get me to use twitter or follow them on it, I will hunt them down and issue their final tweet.
P.S. loving the learning spanish software, it's hard work, but keeps me amused when I can't sleep. Just a shame it wont fit on my fone.
I am now drawing the final line. enough is enough, if one more person tries to get me to use twitter or follow them on it, I will hunt them down and issue their final tweet.
P.S. loving the learning spanish software, it's hard work, but keeps me amused when I can't sleep. Just a shame it wont fit on my fone.
I am off to visit an old friend for a day or 2, but I am still trying to download some REM demos from 12 years ago, but this uploader lives in the middle of nowhere in brazil, so a 250 meg file has taken 14 hours and I still have 30 meg to go.
If anyone reading this has REM rare stuff PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE upload to anything other than pando so I can enjoy.
If anyone reading this has REM rare stuff PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE upload to anything other than pando so I can enjoy.
Not the worst/best cover I ever heard, but go Hootie & the Blowfish for daring to cover "Losing My Religion" with an half arsed attempt at mandolin.
How hot to see a black guy rocking a cowboy hat.
Nice try.
certainly better than Death Cab for Cutie(cuyahoga), The Fray(The Great Beyond).
Tho thinking of covers,
This is one of my faves.
It reminds me of my mum.
The Tourists - I only wanna be with you.
I might have to do a proper covers post.
How hot to see a black guy rocking a cowboy hat.
Nice try.
certainly better than Death Cab for Cutie(cuyahoga), The Fray(The Great Beyond).
Tho thinking of covers,
This is one of my faves.
It reminds me of my mum.
The Tourists - I only wanna be with you.
I might have to do a proper covers post.
G. It was great to have you visit,Yes I am gonna say it.
Barry Manilow at the O2 arena in London on Saturday night was outstanding.
I cannot fault a 65 year old man, he kept 20 thousand people bouncing off the walls.
Neil Diamond could learn something from him as a performer.
P.S. Stop having shit comedians as an opening act.
Bobby Davro, was younger than some of the shit jokes he told.
Biggest joke of the night, Bobby Davro.
Barry Manilow at the O2 arena in London on Saturday night was outstanding.
I cannot fault a 65 year old man, he kept 20 thousand people bouncing off the walls.
Neil Diamond could learn something from him as a performer.
P.S. Stop having shit comedians as an opening act.
Bobby Davro, was younger than some of the shit jokes he told.
Biggest joke of the night, Bobby Davro.
since I had my B-52's moment, I been thinking about my Talking Heads momemt.
So here it comes.
Once In A Lifetime.Live.
Wild Wild Life.
Take Me To The River, Live.
Sax and violins,
And She was.
Blind.
Nothing But Flowers.
A pause before my final choice.
I am off to watch the "David Haye" Fight.
Psycho Killer. Live.
So here it comes.
Once In A Lifetime.Live.
Wild Wild Life.
Take Me To The River, Live.
Sax and violins,
And She was.
Blind.
Nothing But Flowers.
A pause before my final choice.
I am off to watch the "David Haye" Fight.
Psycho Killer. Live.
After seeing a "Clarks" shoe advert earlier on TV where they used "Funplex" as the tune, I am having a B-52's moment or 3.
Private Idaho
Good Stuff
Cosmic Thing Live
party out of bound, read the bit at the side of youtube page.
tell It Like It Is TI is
Dance This Mess Around
Rock Lobster Live, so many options. Went for this one.
Love Shack from 2007
And almost finally the song now used in the ad, Funplex
I just gotta send nod's to Fred, kate, Cindy & lest we forget Ricky(RIP).
As a final note, can you spot Kate in this clip?
hehehehe
Private Idaho
Good Stuff
Cosmic Thing Live
party out of bound, read the bit at the side of youtube page.
tell It Like It Is TI is
Dance This Mess Around
Rock Lobster Live, so many options. Went for this one.
Love Shack from 2007
And almost finally the song now used in the ad, Funplex
I just gotta send nod's to Fred, kate, Cindy & lest we forget Ricky(RIP).
As a final note, can you spot Kate in this clip?
hehehehe
And with the 5th of November approaching fast here in the UK, Bush and the Republicans, your day is done, for now at least.
Don't let the door hit your hatefull ass on the way out Bush.
Don't feel sorry for old guy and the MILF(pig in lipstick).
After 8 LOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG years watching America being bastardised by Bush and his cronies, it's a relief to know(hope) that when I wake up in about 8 hours it shall be confirmed.
Apparently, the first vote is in, in a town of 21 voters 70%(you do the maths)went for Obama, and all 21 voters were white.
Whoop whoop.
Don't let the door hit your hatefull ass on the way out Bush.
Don't feel sorry for old guy and the MILF(pig in lipstick).
After 8 LOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGG years watching America being bastardised by Bush and his cronies, it's a relief to know(hope) that when I wake up in about 8 hours it shall be confirmed.
Apparently, the first vote is in, in a town of 21 voters 70%(you do the maths)went for Obama, and all 21 voters were white.
Whoop whoop.
Heading out of London? Soon? For a wee while?
B4 starting new therapy.
If I do leave London, I will try to meet old friends in the north.
Can I even communitcate?
Who knows?
I am so scared, freaked....
Self harming again.
my fingers look like aliens.
I hear noises, Bells, Whistles & bones cracking?
Bleeps, howls, and snapping?
is any of it real?
Does it all just confirm my disgust?
B4 starting new therapy.
If I do leave London, I will try to meet old friends in the north.
Can I even communitcate?
Who knows?
I am so scared, freaked....
Self harming again.
my fingers look like aliens.
I hear noises, Bells, Whistles & bones cracking?
Bleeps, howls, and snapping?
is any of it real?
Does it all just confirm my disgust?
I am completely fed up with people, they disgust me. I wish had no need to interact with them on any level. I want to be found dead in 10 years time surrounded by 2 meter piles of old newspapers and boxes of bills, and just maybe a dead pet or 3 and just for good measure bags of all sorts of bodily fluids, maybe clutching my original Elmo covered in saliva and vomit, fingers crossed this hell lasts that long.
After spending the best part of 3 days playing Tiger Woods 09 on the Wii, I can barely move my right arm. Thank god the pills are killing my libido, tho I dont tend to use my right hand for personal use, only to finish off my bits of ..., sorry, too much info there. My other addiction is midget gems, they are mini jelly sweeties in shapes of diamonds etc, nothing to do with short people, just incase the PC brigade come after me. Is a 200g bag really enough to live on healthily, probably not considering what it's made from, yuk. I must buy paint 2moro, put it off for last 3 days, I wonder why? I am determined to repaint my lounge at some point in the week. The colour is apparaintly called creme freche, but seems to be a cream with a tint, woohoo. rambling now, but not ranting yet.
My not so secret crush "Bruce Parry" started his new show tonight on BBC2, Awesome show, it was so nice to have emails from the team while it was being filmed, then to see the pictures everywhere when the undiscovered tribe was discovered, well Bruce and his team were the ones that "found" them.
try to catch Amazon if you can.
It's worth it.
AH, there that's better, I have seen and dimissed number 1 of my ex's.
A small emotional pang but no want or need to strip him naked and fuck all night long. Maybe the pills maybe just me or a combination, Will see number 1 again b4 next weekend maybe then I can judge for certain. Hopefully can hold off ex 2 for a week or two. Who knows? Slight guilt, need to punch that out of me.
A small emotional pang but no want or need to strip him naked and fuck all night long. Maybe the pills maybe just me or a combination, Will see number 1 again b4 next weekend maybe then I can judge for certain. Hopefully can hold off ex 2 for a week or two. Who knows? Slight guilt, need to punch that out of me.
I am having a weird time,
I wanna rant about so many things,
but, all I can say is I met up with an old ex at weekend and am fixing his laptop for no real charge, it's already taken over 2 days to load it up with the stuff he wants, I know thats mad, but it gets worse, another ex who caused major problems including very dark, violent, and dangerous times wants to get back in touch, and I said ok. I think this might all be bad for me, so why do I do it? I am in need of some proper focus, and have no idea how to do it, here's hoping my new shrink has an appointment soon.
I wanna rant about so many things,
but, all I can say is I met up with an old ex at weekend and am fixing his laptop for no real charge, it's already taken over 2 days to load it up with the stuff he wants, I know thats mad, but it gets worse, another ex who caused major problems including very dark, violent, and dangerous times wants to get back in touch, and I said ok. I think this might all be bad for me, so why do I do it? I am in need of some proper focus, and have no idea how to do it, here's hoping my new shrink has an appointment soon.
Dawkins' Keep Out campaign,
maybe a personal out campaign.
Come out of the closet,
come out for a reason,
come out in force,
But don't out anybody.
Perhaps I mean gay liberation.
But people can out themelves,
I would not out anyone publicly.
Reach out ... to everyone without prejudice.
... in the closet
... for a reason
... in force
... or maybe,
Keep religion Out of government.
Keep religion Out of Law, science & mediceine,
Keep religion Out of schools.
Just reach out and love.
maybe a personal out campaign.
Come out of the closet,
come out for a reason,
come out in force,
But don't out anybody.
Perhaps I mean gay liberation.
But people can out themelves,
I would not out anyone publicly.
Reach out ... to everyone without prejudice.
... in the closet
... for a reason
... in force
... or maybe,
Keep religion Out of government.
Keep religion Out of Law, science & mediceine,
Keep religion Out of schools.
Just reach out and love.
This post goes out to the dumbfuck who just broke into my pal G's place and stole his laptop(my laptop) and mobile fone, I am gonna catch you fucker online at some point, so keep your eyes open, we pretty sure we know who you are.
Ooops, I told nobody they were all sprayed with smart water, at some point your gonna get fucked big time.
Ooops, I told nobody they were all sprayed with smart water, at some point your gonna get fucked big time.
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