I went to the supermarket today, and HE was in the queue in front of me, I pulled down my hat and pulled up my scarf to turn away so as we didn't have to make eye contact, came home and threw up gloriously, am still shaking, how fucked up is that? It's the first time I seen him in 20 months, and did everything to not acknowledge him.
Better news is my dear sweet Del is alive and well, I heard from him this evening and will see him in the week. I shaved my head well cropped it short for the first time in months, just need to force myself to shave properly now.
If your in the UK keep an eye out for the horrific Thorntons ad, I find it very disturbing, I am sure it's on youtube somewhere cos I can't be the only one.