I hate you. No not you specially, Just everyone else.
Secretly I love everyone, ssssshhhh.

Tricia, You aren't alone.
I will try to visit next month, as long as pat is there at same time.
I love you so much, don't be scared.

I haven't had this happen in ages, But I got a txt tonight asking me to tell kelly to call the txter, I had to reply, I don't know anyone called kelly blah blah, long story short, after over an hour of txting back and forth, they live in Newcastle and I don't.
I never said it was a good story.

I know I posted b4, but I need to smile.

Elmo makes me want to cuddle.
the 2008 edititon,

After spending the best part of 3 days playing Tiger Woods 09 on the Wii, I can barely move my right arm. Thank god the pills are killing my libido, tho I dont tend to use my right hand for personal use, only to finish off my bits of ..., sorry, too much info there. My other addiction is midget gems, they are mini jelly sweeties in shapes of diamonds etc, nothing to do with short people, just incase the PC brigade come after me. Is a 200g bag really enough to live on healthily, probably not considering what it's made from, yuk. I must buy paint 2moro, put it off for last 3 days, I wonder why? I am determined to repaint my lounge at some point in the week. The colour is apparaintly called creme freche, but seems to be a cream with a tint, woohoo. rambling now, but not ranting yet.

Tottenham Verses Krakov poland?
How can we tell the difference lately? Apart from the scarves they wore.
Spurs won 2-1, no comment.
I will wait for the Helicopters and sirens later tonight.

With the war against terror. answer this. Why dosen't God cure/heal amputees? especially our brave soldiers who only do what our governments ask them to, not what any god ask's them to do.
Maybe the other gods are responsible for healing?
Spaghetti monster etc........

My not so secret crush "Bruce Parry" started his new show tonight on BBC2, Awesome show, it was so nice to have emails from the team while it was being filmed, then to see the pictures everywhere when the undiscovered tribe was discovered, well Bruce and his team were the ones that "found" them.
try to catch Amazon if you can.
It's worth it.

AH, there that's better, I have seen and dimissed number 1 of my ex's.
A small emotional pang but no want or need to strip him naked and fuck all night long. Maybe the pills maybe just me or a combination, Will see number 1 again b4 next weekend maybe then I can judge for certain. Hopefully can hold off ex 2 for a week or two. Who knows? Slight guilt, need to punch that out of me.

I am having a weird time,
I wanna rant about so many things,
but, all I can say is I met up with an old ex at weekend and am fixing his laptop for no real charge, it's already taken over 2 days to load it up with the stuff he wants, I know thats mad, but it gets worse, another ex who caused major problems including very dark, violent, and dangerous times wants to get back in touch, and I said ok. I think this might all be bad for me, so why do I do it? I am in need of some proper focus, and have no idea how to do it, here's hoping my new shrink has an appointment soon.

Dawkins' Keep Out campaign,
maybe a personal out campaign.
Come out of the closet,
come out for a reason,
come out in force,
But don't out anybody.
Perhaps I mean gay liberation.
But people can out themelves,
I would not out anyone publicly.
Reach out ... to everyone without prejudice.
... in the closet
... for a reason
... in force
... or maybe,
Keep religion Out of government.
Keep religion Out of Law, science & mediceine,
Keep religion Out of schools.
Just reach out and love.

Loving this lil tune.

This post goes out to the dumbfuck who just broke into my pal G's place and stole his laptop(my laptop) and mobile fone, I am gonna catch you fucker online at some point, so keep your eyes open, we pretty sure we know who you are.
Ooops, I told nobody they were all sprayed with smart water, at some point your gonna get fucked big time.

Damn, I am so miserable about missing out on twickenham gig.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I need it, I needed that.