I am having a weird time,
I wanna rant about so many things,
but, all I can say is I met up with an old ex at weekend and am fixing his laptop for no real charge, it's already taken over 2 days to load it up with the stuff he wants, I know thats mad, but it gets worse, another ex who caused major problems including very dark, violent, and dangerous times wants to get back in touch, and I said ok. I think this might all be bad for me, so why do I do it? I am in need of some proper focus, and have no idea how to do it, here's hoping my new shrink has an appointment soon.