Can you make this illusion work?


??????

Heading out of London? Soon? For a wee while?
B4 starting new therapy.
If I do leave London, I will try to meet old friends in the north.
Can I even communitcate?
Who knows?
I am so scared, freaked....
Self harming again.
my fingers look like aliens.
I hear noises, Bells, Whistles & bones cracking?
Bleeps, howls, and snapping?
is any of it real?
Does it all just confirm my disgust?

I am completely fed up with people, they disgust me. I wish had no need to interact with them on any level. I want to be found dead in 10 years time surrounded by 2 meter piles of old newspapers and boxes of bills, and just maybe a dead pet or 3 and just for good measure bags of all sorts of bodily fluids, maybe clutching my original Elmo covered in saliva and vomit, fingers crossed this hell lasts that long.

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