Heading out of London? Soon? For a wee while?
B4 starting new therapy.
If I do leave London, I will try to meet old friends in the north.
Can I even communitcate?
Who knows?
I am so scared, freaked....
Self harming again.
my fingers look like aliens.
I hear noises, Bells, Whistles & bones cracking?
Bleeps, howls, and snapping?
is any of it real?
Does it all just confirm my disgust?